Far from happy, I am in troubling despair almost every day. You know what I gained from it ? Nothing. Surprising, right ? No. Worry, regret and sadness only exacerbates the pain, increases stress, thus introduces even more problems and your ancient problems, only inflate.
My imagination pictures the future as dark, possibly one full of silent but manageable sadness and regret. No matter what my problems, the outcomes of my mistakes, actions, inner-peace remains all that is required.
Perhaps things shall change… Needless of that, only calmness should remain our ultimate destiny. Thoughts maybe hard to control, but it is an addiction we can beat, however devastating they are. And, let’s refrain from bloating the problem that is depression, anxiety, worry, obsession; a worry on its own.